7/28/2003 08:57:59 AM|||Travis|||

*Yawn*

Looks like the sis is up in Atascadero for a couple weeks. How is it that she got away with visiting Dad for only a couple weeks while I had to spend the entire summer? (Dad, if your reading this- I still had fun. And it dramatically improved my social skills because I was forced to meet new people) I wonder what she is going to do up there while she is here.. perhaps a couple of camps or something like that. She tried to AIM me this morning, but I was still in bed.

Well, strangely enough my blood sugar was 103 when I woke up... and I only took 12 units of Lantus before bed. Perhaps I can keep whittling that number down. In fact I am almost sure I can keep whilttling that number down until I am normal again. It all relates back to diet and my will power.

Perhaps willpower is the magic ingridient that people have to descrete way of measuring but that truly effects the material world we live in. The power of manifestation, to take your liquid thought and turn it into reality requires this willpower. And there is a certain beauty in boldness where you can start and others will simply follow. Perhaps my willpower to get off insulin will cause some changes to occur in my body so that this will become possible... and so it is less of how I act in the material realm that matters, and more about how I think, what I think about and how well I can convince myself of certain things.

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