8/07/2003 09:57:33 PM|||Travis|||

I feel very overpressured to accomplish things now, which is preventing things from happening.

I just had one of those days where you asses where you are and realize that your life is in shambles around you and that so many things need to change quickly that its ridiculous. People around you seem to be totally invulnerable to this certain urgency that I feel. I just don't get it.

We are running out of money (the company that is, my finances are stable until school starts), we won't have enough money for our deposit for the new place, we are losing trust with our business partners because we are taking so long and falling out of communication with them so quickly. I haven't talked to Rick in a number of weeks, and my integrity is in jeapordy. He might not take us serious unles we act soon. I'll drop him a note tomorrow to let him know where we are.

Shit, shit shit.

The new game website is in disarray, lots of work to be done there. And when I sit down to try and start it- blank stares. Nothing happens. I need some software, but when I go to install it the CD is fucked. There is some silly virus code running on my comp, and now I am going to go watch a movie and try and releive this stress.

And my father needs web work done for a new site that he is launching for Vitamin D research which needs to go up soon.

I need to make myself a list, at the very least.

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