8/12/2003 05:38:11 PM|||Travis|||

I need a good leader to work for. That is what I need while I bring home some money- a good boss. Kane is not strong enoguh, he is a fucking wimp. I am out on the battle field and need someone that can lead, someone like Patton or Churchil. And I am stuck with freaking Kane... good grief.

Perhaps I am too hard on him? All I can recall was his negative emotions that he forced on me, which totally pissed me off and broke my merry mood. Bastard. I wanted to strangle him while people were ordering food, and I almost forgot what they wanted.

I need a sharper memory, so I will get a good memory self-help book. I am thinking one that teaches a numonic would be nice, but just about anything on the subject would help. One that has an overview of how memory works would be good. That will help me all over the place- for work in a resurant (even though I dislike it) and with remembering tasks for Gnostic Labs. Developing good memory overall is worth the effort.

My insulin levels showed a significant drop today. In the morning I woke up with a BG of 65, and it hovered between 60 and 120 for most of the day until I ate lunch at 230 when it hit 150. Then it dropped back down to 100 due to 3 units of humolog, and I had to eat something so it wouldn't go low again. I am resricting calories and food to smaller portions, which probably helps considerably. I am also starting to use Coconut Oil for just about all my cooking needs, which is a really great fat. My sleeping patterns are stabilized and my energy levels are up.

I am taking 8,000 units of Vitamin D through supplimentation each day, and getting about 30 minutes of sun. Perhaps there is a coorelation?

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