8/04/2003 11:18:49 AM|||Travis|||

Ok, it seems that energy/motivation levels have reached a threshold now, and I am able to accomplish things now.

Its been one of those mornings (doesn't feel like a monday at all) where I wake up and have nothig to do but surf the web and watch silly downloaded TV shows for hours until I get really tired and almost fall back alseep. It was when the tiredness hit me today that I realized that I needed to wake up with a shower and then accomplish some goals.

And so here I am, warming up my typing fingers and mind. What to refelct on?

I am obsessed at work with a ghost that I have heard inhabits the upstairs floor of our hotel. He apparently wears a top hat and is the soul of an old manager who hung himself in his office one day. Multiple people have heard of this ghost, and multiple people have all reported the same features, etc. The main reason I am so interested is that ghosts are a confirmation that our reality is a hologram.

To put it another way- if what we call reality is merely something our brains create, then we should be able to manipulate it to see extraordinary things, such as a ghost. And if multiple people can see it simultaneously, then reality really is a shared hallucination. Seeing this ghost may very well prove that we see what we want to see.

I can already see this particular ghost starting to manifest itself throught the story of itself and its stygmatisim. You think "oohhhhh ghost" and already that creepy feeling is washing over you. You are already starting to create this ghost in your mind, its only a matter of time before your senses can actually pick it up as you imagine it.

Will I actually work up the courage to see this aborition?

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