8/24/2003 02:22:44 AM|||Travis|||

Time to update the friendster profile.

First off, friendster is a cool system, I must say. Rather than a simple online dating system where anyone can talk to anyone, friendster is a social network of friends. You can only view people that are in your friend network and you can then see how you know them. For example if I know Billy, and Billy knows Susie- wham, I can email Susie and say that we know each other threw so and so. Its much more powerful than the randomness associated with other online dating sites. Here, you network through people that you know and therefore have an "in".

So I am now finally getting around to updating my profile so that people can look at me and not think I am a loser (which is probably the case up until now because my profile is blank).

First question- occupation. Now this is an interesting one. Should I put bartender? Manager? Entreprenuer? So silly. Nobody, cept for the occasional gold-digger is interested in how I make my money. Most people want to know- is he fun. Will we have a good time? Will it be uncomfortable? THat is what is important. So I must be unique.

I am a prohet sent from the future to fullfill the past. I am an egyptian god awakening in a 21st century body. I am a mesus from the future who can heal with magik powers. I am a priest from another planet.

No, no, these all suck. Lets try some more.

I am a thug. A sex consultant (too bold). A mystic from the future. A blacksmith. A knight. A pirate from the future sent to steal your soul. A general.

Just looked at fastseduction.com (my source for all women knowledge) and I got no help. Damn. I still need to get my occupation down.

Ass model from the future. (stolen from Jliax. Or Jlaix... someone on fastseduction.com).

Butt model/pool boy sent from the future: thug. There it is :)

Now for the "Interests" section. For this I will do some friendster searches to see what other chixs are into, because I want there to be plenty of matches. Or, I should really come up with my interests and selectively add them. No shame in that, so here it goes.

Computer Games, Management, Gnosticism, Gnosis, Technology, The Future, Meditation, Yoga, Basketball, Nightclubs, Raves, Leadership, Generals, Wars, Board Games, Card Games, Mind Games, Stars, Poetry, Reading, Excersize (spell check that bad boy), Winning, Sex... and that is all I got for now.

Now for music- I will add The Doors (my favorite band of all time), the Beatles... some new rave shit that I like.. and some more classical rock. Any band that has a vision... I think the Doors is the best example.

Ok breezed through the interests, movies, books and tv shows section. Although I am certain that the picture of myself that I am painting is weird. Hell, I AM weird. So its all aligned then, as I truly want to meet people that are interested in what I am. It just doesn't make sense to do it otherwise... thats for sure. I want to meet a cool spiritual chick who can go deep with me and talk some god.

Ok so now for the "about me" section *heart starts to pound*- this is importnat. I need a good essay on life, and how it needs to be upbeat. How we all need to be positive in our life and not let stupid shit get us down, because we are all going to be dead some day and then what matters? Did you have a good time, and sieze the moment? Or did life just wave at you, smile, and then pass you by. That is NOT what I am about. I am about working in the now, moving from the No to the Yes on a daily baisis.... taking things as they come- rolling with the punches and standing proud during the achievements. So here it goes.

I love and accept the now.

Its as if all our lives there is a constant decision we are making... right now. It is to accept, and say yes to life, or it will pass us by. We are all rockstars, or all have the potential to be. There is no need for fear or aprehension as we constantly think about what others are thinking, if things are going right, etc. All these thoughts are adlfjaldkflkadf. ahhh, no good.

*crumbles up that paper and throws it in the waste basket*

Life is a movie about a rockstar, which is you.

One day when we become old and feeble, we will not have anything to do anymore but sit back and watch this movie, over and over again as we recollect what we did with our existence. We will remember all of those moments that we decided to act. We will recall that one time that one moment in time when we decided to let go of our "selves" and try something new. Something different. Something that we didn't even know that we were capable of. It might be something simple, such as talking to someone who you were interested in, or something even more complex, such as starting a company. Eitherway, we will look back and remember that time that we jumped at the opportunity that was presented to us at that moment.

Right now, we are living in amazing times and there is so much happening at this instant that it is almost incomprehensible. Just sitting here makes me as happy as a peach, beacuse I am here, in the now, experiencing things as they happen around me. I do not try to assign "good" or "bad' with each thought or action.. I just acknowledge their unique presence and then move on. One day I will die, and no longer be able to be here, in the now. This sucks, but is as certain as the sun rising. It is for this reason that I accept life with open arms, and let the dice fall as they may.

After I am gone, I want the movie of my life not to be some shoddy, B quality flick. My story will not be about a quiet soul who settles for less, who has no control of the environment around him and piss/moans all the time. My story will be one of a continuing and inspirational happiness to all who watch it, convincing them that they too can decide, right now, to enter the ever-present now: Heaven.

Ok, thats not so bad.


Who do I want to meet? Next essay.


I am looking for another rockstar.

Not someone who drinks themselves into the gutter, no, not by any means. I mean someone who has a presence about them when they walk into the room, because they have a deep inner knowledge of themself. They are not affraid to be themselves fully, and to dive into each moment like a bungie jumper. Someone who is all smiles because they know that everything is going to be ok.

Silly Humor is also a great quality. You better be able to tell a good story about something funny that makes us both laugh our arses off. I have plenty ;)

Intelligence is something I crave as well, or at least someone open to the possiblity of learning something new. Not book smarts per-se, but a general openess to new ideas is always a plus in my book.

And so I search for someone who can connect and relate with me about these things I have expressed. I don't care if you are a man or woman (as I enjoy the company of both... but not THAT kind of company with men) because right now I want people who are interested in what I am interested in.

And most of all, I need someone who isn't going to let life just pass them by.


Profile, version 1 is up and running.

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