12/06/2004 06:05:51 PM|||Travis|||

I wondered around borders for an hour and then around Albertsons for another. I read a couple magazines and picked up a couple books and parused them. I am so lost. Why can't I be like Alexander? What am I suppose to do with myself. I feel this issue in a real big way right now. What should I become? I guess I still really haven't figured this out yet. I know I want to do something big, but what, I have no idea. At one point in my life I had very VERY clear objectives. And here is an excerpt from an email to my dear bud Logan, when I was trying to convince him to come work on the Eschaton.

"Consider it. At the very least it would be an excuse to come to SO CAL for a while and get out of Missoula. Check out our game company and perhaps there is work here that you would enjoy doing. We really are embarking on a long arduous journey, definitely. But it gives us something to immerse ourselves in... it really gives us direction." 8/20/2003

Hmmm, only about a year ago. Seems like it was much longer than that... how the time flys. And I am now in my friends' shoes and feel completely lost. I mean, if I am going to work by myself, I might want to consider actually working. Doing something. All I do here is sleep and play around on various dating websites. And listen to Radiohead.

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