4/15/2006 10:47:00 AM|||Travis|||

In a stark turnaround from the last post, I have come to the overwhelming conclusion that pimpin' is the easy way out. I mean its a little difficult because you have to play it cool, tell good stories and know how to deal with different types of things, but after a while you realize- what the hell is all this for? Meaningless relationships don't leave one feeling all that much better after the fact. And then all it takes is that one thing you CAN'T have to trigger enough emotion to then make you look weak. Its such a damn catch 22. Play like you don't care even though you do because if you move in too strong it looks weak but if you play it all the way off it will all fall apart. My goodness, I can't believe what I am writing.

Is this the death of Travy? We shall see. I guess the last month has been a culmination of sorts and I am growing restless.

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